who this is to knows who they are... i am not coming on here anymore... as i am deeply hurt by surten things written in it... "I want him to fucking get ass raped in prison... or shot in the army where he's going to in the near future..... I want him to fall into hell and get hot pokers in his asshole and dickhole all fucking day... but it won't end ... After the pain numbs is, It will come back... day after day for the rest of his natural born life." Jason is one of my best friends and for you fly of the handle and get him fired is out of line... i know you feel vialated and what not, but that does not means do you have the right to say things like you wish he was dead or that he gets shot when he leaves for the NAVY... i am sorry but i cant do this keep standing up for you when you clearly dont care about any of it... PS you got your wish he is fired... : (

Well you filled up my head,
With so many lies.
Twisted my heart
Til something snapped inside.
I'd like to give it one more try
but my give a damn's busted.

You can crawl back home
say you were wrong,
stand out in the yard
cry all night long.
Well go ahead and water my lawn.
My give a damn's busted.

(chorus)

I really wanna care,
I wanna feel somethin'
Let me dig a little deeper...
Nope...
Sorry...
Nothin'

(2nd verse)

You can say you've got issues.
You can say you're a victim.
It's all your parents fault,
After all you didn't pick em
Well maybe Oprah's got time to listen.
My give a damn's busted.

(*Well let me get this straight now)
Your therapist said
It was all just a phase
A product of the prozac
And your co-dependent ways
So uhh ... who's your enabler these days
My give a damn's busted.

(chorus)

I really wanna care,
I wanna feel somethin'
Let me dig a little deeper...
Eeh-Eeh

(3rd verse)
(*Oh you're tellin' me)
It's a desperate situation,
No tellin' what you'll do.
If I don't forgive you,
You say your life is through.
Well honey... give me somethin' I can use.
(My give a damn's busted.)
(*Ahh you knew I was gonna say that, didn't ya.)

My give a damn's busted (*ha ha)
My give a damn's busted
Honey trust me
My give a damn's busted yeahhh ...
OOOH
My give a damn's busted yeahhh
(*You wanna do what?)(*ha ha ha ha ha)
My give a damn's busted
(*Get the party started thats what we'll do)
My give a damn's busted
(*I'm not done honey, trust me)
My give a damn's busted
(*Been there, done that)
My give a damn's busted
My give a damn's busted

my final entry on Sept. 21, 2005 farwell to all who dont do me wrong all the time... *my dramatic moment how'd i do??*